🔬Experiences …

Through days and among the years the big “H” accumulates experiences. Several types of experiences professional, personal, social and so on. All this for what? And for which reason? Oh yes ! Of course it is clear, the experience is essential to live better, to avoid potential troubles, to hope to bypass mistakes next year. The experience is tiring, but is it make you worth? Many times, we think that we have enough experience, that we are expert in a specific field, but we crash … Often, in the depths of our being a little voice whispers and tells us: “do not worry” this time It’s the right one, this time, you’ve understood, this time, you chose well. You are on the right track” but we signed our eventual blunder anyway … Where is the error? Is it in us? Is it in the others? Unfortunately! we do not control others. And the poor “self” is so weak … After all this mitochondrial energy, we still do not know how to proceed … About “proceeding” is there any procedure manual to follow to avoid all these questions? How to detect the true from the false, the good from the bad, the white from the black, How to avoid the gray? Even if the gray, is reminiscent of the rain, even if it makes the joy of the peasant, it will not hide his pallor, his sadness, his bitterness, his despair, his maussaderie, it will not diminish his sluggishness, and it will not diminish its bitterness … Experience has used all the mercury of our hourglass, it has used our excitement, our dedication, and left us by the glow of a dim light lost between night and day, lost between reality and illusion, condemned to real but short dreams, devastated by imaginary but concrete lies … Please, experience.
Please! I am asking for an uncontested divorce, I am lost, this carnage has annihilated us …

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